I guess I will start here. I decided to write this blog to write this blog annonimously. I'm going to write about my life the good, bad, and crazy moments in it. I have Boarderline Personality Disorder and a very addictive nature. I am a former model, stripper, and cyber vixen. I'm not saying this is going to be a sex blog, but alot of it will be about sex and food and my current addiction to it. I also have sturggled in substance abuse and cutting. I promise to tell the truth without fillers and sugar coating. I'm writting something i would like to read. Some of the material may not be suitable for all readers. Some people may find it disturbing. I have a very dark side of me. I will write about trama in my past and mistakes i have made. Some of it gets very deep and disturbing. This is something i'm choosing to do to expose some of the issues alot of people don't understand or would like to read about how it effects real people. I don't think the way the media prtrays somethings are completely accurite.
I may go on about different current topics time to time, but i don't push my view and i will never post politics. Feel free at anytime to message me or comments. If you have any questions or concerns i'd be more then happy to help. I felt i needed to put this disclaimer up due to how graphic at times this blog may get, but it's me uncensroed and uncut. My next post i will post shortly with background info about me and my life.
Thank you for starting this blog. In reading your first post there are so many simularities between what you wrote and that it fits me as well. I love the bpd room and know that i am not alone in the disorder but as well reading someones own personal experiences makes me feel even more not alone in fact normal with bpd. I personally have bipolar 1 rapid cycling, chronic/seasonal depression, anxiety/paranoia and also like you addictive personality. I am in recovory now for a little over the last 2 months from being put in a behaviorl hospital for a med adjustment and to get away from the stress in my life. I have experiences of cutting, burning, or if i can afford it, tattoos and piercings for pain, (the cutting burning and almost attempted suicide is what put me in the hospital) as well as a sex addiction, and drinking binges. I do not find anything so far that you have wrote disturbing and i doubt i will. I have a question. If you dont mind when you post your blogs may i post comments on them if your experiances match mine and or also explain my experiences that are similar to you so that I can help other people as well together? If you perfer me not thats ok I will understand.
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